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For once:



I am a little girl.

I am a student.

I am regretted by someone.

I am sad.

I am lost.

I have graduated from school.

I am missing you.

I have been forgotten.

I do not know who i am.

I am lost for now!
 
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Current Mood:
creative creative
Current Music:
Lady GaGa - Poker Face
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There are things that may at times need to get control with esp: FOOD* ;D
Im soo gonna plan a food time-table for myself everyweek.
Is the only thing, will i follow it?
This will be my only problem. heee~

2.05AM:  Cravings are circling round & round in my head with these following foods.
                   Goshh, I would not want this to happen to me every night.

Very suffering whereby u could only visualise the food will turn out to be awesome or sucks.
But at this moment, all are awesome to me. ;DD

Here gonna be my up-coming food table from 24th-27th March 2009:

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Tuesday: Lunch / nasi lemak 
                 
                 Dinner / Laska
                

Wednesday: Lunch / Popeye
                       
                       Dinner / Chicken Rice


Thursday: Breakfast / Carrot Cake *if possible*
 
                   Lunch / Might not have: Assessment - Boring - 

                   Dinner / Mee goreng


Friday: Lunch / Green Curry Chicken - Thai food

             Dinner / ? :)
                       

*Snacks will be get if any 'Mouth-itchy" Syndrome
HAHAHAHAHHA~

Aint my food life so wonderful?

_Ilovefood&mylife so far_
pamm*
Current Mood:
satisfied satisfied
Current Music:
Pussycat dolls- _Whatcha think about that_
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I'M LIKE SO CRAZY, SO SO SO CRAZY. I'M SO CRAZY TILL I DONT KNOW HOW CRAZY I AM.

Spinning round and round my camera by snapping my face.
I am feeling real high at this moment ;D










Boohoo to those "evil" tehsss that make me cant sleep ;D
My guardian angel seriously "Hit-and-whack-my-head" if i ever touch those evil little ones.
They are like so poor thing but too bad, my fellow friends ;)
hahaha!

ALrights, Nothing much to actually blog about today.
Just feeling very floaty in the workshop right aft my "snacks" break. 
/But after a shower, im awake./

No matter what, i need to get myself on the bed and sleep.
A trip to bodyshop shall be made to get my newly intro therapy oil
Wooooo~ 
My aroma therapy does not work on me every night anymore!
Really sad to say_

Gonna crash-bangs* myself to sleep before i cant wake up tomorrow.
(9am class)

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz @%&#~
Current Mood:
bouncy bouncy
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I must say is not a very bad start for 2009. Haf a wonderful day in skool by hitting 3 times of the strawberry shape.

I could say it really weaken and suck up all your internal strength, but giving you a way-to-go attitude. hahaa~ Must

be really crazy to type such words. HOwever, personal lifestyle not that good. Did not sleep well for the last few weeks.

Having serious insomia!!! which i dun know why.

Could not process anymore from my brain. Brain-dead*

Nights Peeps~
Loves
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After school terms come to an end,
i felt like shit everyday
Nothing but rotting at home and in front of my lappy.

*Friends are all so busy with
: working
: overseas

Whatelse can i be doing right now for my-next-upcoming days during my vacation.

And i just got to know,
im not important to my friends at all!
really upset me the most.
Feeling terrible
They did not even ask me about it and they decide for me.
Whatelse can i be saying about it?
Maybe u only consider ALL THE TIME FOR HER INSTEAD OF ME first.
U ARE ALWAYS THINKING SHE IS THE MOST "QUIET" PERSON AND NEED TO BE PUT UNDER CONSIDERATION FIRST.
But whatever it is, i dont give a DAMM to it anymore.
im totally speechless*

IF want to bluff, DONT LIE!
I HATE LIARS AND HYPOCRITE PEOPLE for your info~


I feel like SHIT!~
Current Mood:
angry angry
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My breath is void of oxygen
My heart a scribble without rythm
I don't know what I'm doing
Or what I should have done

is he who i want?
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Finally is over with those burning midnight oil nights....
Assessment is over and now we are having aweek of vacation.
Is really lag back from the primary and secondary kiddo
Buttt felt really great!!!!
As is not crowded everywhere out in the city area. ;D
Easier to shop or hang around too

gonna rot at home, watching videos, napping, snacking.

With those 14hrs of sleep yet my eye bag/ring isnt getting any better
The more i sleep, my eye ring getting darker.
mAy i know what is wrong?

And hey Bitch!~
I reply to your long await emailssss...
I have receive tonss of it
Awesome trip?
Let me know in the email or phone me.
I LOVE YOU BITCH* ;D

Gonna continue sleeping.
Ciaoz everyone*

[[Before i go nap, there are many things going on recently.
With those trying-to-act-bitchy where they are not &
One of em acting over bitchy and slutty
Below are the cut short issuess...]]

Issue 1: *<Dont think you are perfect or what. You are acting more and more bitchy & slutty.> *
Whatsoever shit, you ARE simply an eye sore to me now. 
You cant be anymore bitchy or what.
Dont as if you act bitchy, all eyes are on you
Come on, you are just too innocent kiddo which haven grow up!

Issue 2: *<Dont try to snap your damm lousy phone on us mean you are a queenie or a "wannabe PI"
Your phone might even get a lens crack if who god damm knows it.
And hey! Dont get too nice on us and get what you want.
LET me tell you, you will not!
Firstly, your bf left you is really a good damm news.
As such a slutty woman, cant even have a bf man
If not, i seriously think he is really blinded by your stupidcharming love
You know who you are.
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Stoned. So very stoned. 

Staring at a blank computer screen looking for inspiration.
So have decided to blog instead just staring blankly at the screen

Goes crazy alone over certain news over at this odd & weird time of the night
thinking how far is the mrt journey from west to east, east to west & north-south-east-west total time.
ALaright, i tink this really sound riduculous.

Another late restless, souless night
Feeling extremely tired but just couldn't get to sleep.
Why??

My spine hurts me lotss
After 2 long-nights at school workshop.
SERIOUSLY im gonna bring a sofa cushion to put it right under my ass.

First: The workshop chair is just hard like a rock & uncomfortable
Second: The area space simply to small to put my stuffs

AND with those "lastest" school rules:

No Eating in the Workshop
No slipper/sandals
No Shorts
No Spag
No
No
No
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WHAT THE FUCK!~

aLL u can see is just a big alpha
"NO"

School life is just so boring now.
CCTV are everywhere in the workshop
Things starting to get missing.
Changing of workshop interior ideas are upcoming
What else What else?!?

aSSessment are coming up real soon.
My pratical things are not even 1/3 done
JUst a word to school hours.

HELL!

Whats real & whats fake?
I also cant tell now.

 If you not a slut, don't act like one.
If you not a bitch, don't act like one
Coz you just simply don't know how to be like them
So drop it.
AS you really disguise me lots.

Whatever!~
-Piss off-

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我曾说: ‘没有你的日子,我如何生活?’
现在的我说: ‘没有你的每一天,我照常度过.’

Life is the same everyday, and is really boring
Did not meet him at least for 2weeks plus...
Now the feeling is so different
Maybe im just getting bored already
there is nothing sparking into us.
Getting speechless as the day goes by
lalalalalala*
Which i really hate this type of feeling
is it cause too long together?
which at time i cant sort this matter out

Catching up with Jiae & Ali on monday to watch a movie
"Kungfu Panda"
Alright, some of you will say lame or ridiculous paying such a price.
But i think will be pretty cute & funny. =)
Hope so "As keeping my finger cross"
i love the panda.....
Lazy*
Will update you guys about the show soon

Tuesday going genting!!!!
hOOray, but not as excited as shopping.
Cause heard over there the price is over-price & nothing to really shop.
maybe shall go there eat all i want.
But im currently keeping myself back to my usual weight
Have been going jogging, walking upstairs, cycling on my home excerise bike, 50sit-ups, skipping...etc
is really a nightmare to be a girl/woman
As we always keep on thinking we are fat and so on....... =(

Alright, gonna stop blogging here.
Love you peeps 

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